What I Don't Want..

I am about to scream.


I am frigiinn' confuse.
Frankly, I don't know what to do.


What I wanted is always so out of reach.
Even given with many opportunity,
I still fail.


Why is it that what I always don't want,
always comes back to me.


I've been changing my mind for at least five times, I know, I daymnn suck at this. I guess this is actually a normal thing *for everyone or maybe just myself *to go through at least once in making an uber huge decision,
for your future.


I am frigiinn' frustrated.
It's been weeks and I am still undecided.


Perhaps in another few days ;)