You were tearin' us apart..

Hi everyone, meet my dog.
He's the cutest thing alive.

Say hi to Bob, my dog!

Like you're so perfeeect

Just so you know, spm is almost coming to an end. Most of them ends tomorrow. Some ends next monday. What about me?

If you were blur enough, my last paper will be on the 6th.
The world is so unfair for letting us wait for weeks till the next paper. I mean, come on.
We should have already finished our "spm" by now.

How unfair. Booo.

Oh yes. My family will be leaving to Singapore this weekend.
My family.
My family, yes.
Without me.
Which obviously means, I'm not going with them.
Which also obviously means, I'll have the house and cars to myself with my maid and my dog of course! AND my daddy will be home too.

Either way, the house is gonna be so quiet without you monyets!

HAHA.
mom & sisters if you're reading this, have an awesome weekend shopping and cruising your heart off and please please please remember me and souvenirs, gifts, muffins, food and my early birthday present also can one 0: )


For once, i'm feeling pretty good about them leaving on a holiday without me.
Perhaps i'm really occupied with many stuff to do.
I have to start my Xmas shopping and birthday gifts and of course Prom!
Oh gosh, this is giving me a headache.


I'm addicted to Star World. Ed and Grey's Anatomy is showing soon so goodbye.

Love is in the Air

Three cheers for those who are getting married on this joyous month of the year.

My neighbour is having a grand kickass wedding tonight, as in now. It's unbelievable and crazy. What I meant was the crowd. And as their neighbours, we had to give them space for parking and those cars are like SO many. They are blocking the whole street already.

No I'm not kidding.

And apart from that, I get to witness another grand indian/hindu wedding again. This is my err.. third time witnessing an indian/hindu wedding.
Interesting la yes?
I really coudn't get a good picture of it.
This is what I could get, I was in the car, mind you.

Everyone is dressed very prettily and smart-ly.
Today's a really good day.
When I was going out for dinner, I saw another chinese wedding dinner down my road. If you're free right now, you could possibly drop by at Sulaiman 4, TTDI. You are all welcome because I'll be there! hee.

Good food, good company, good wedding = Perfect for the nite!

I got a yucky picture from the room. Check out the crowd. There's more and look at those houses. One of them is our school's, Pn Gan Mathematics teacher's house.

Yes, we are neighbours.

We are all neighbours. Also, they invited us for their wedding dinner on the 10th next month at KL. Hopefully, we could all go together and there will be pn gan's family and jeslyn and dawson's family. It's going to be so much of fun if we could all gather together.

Yay. I swear, I'm such a pathetic photographer.

Anyway!

May God bless the newlyweds.

"Love is patient and kind. It is never jealous nor boastful, it is never arrogant nor rude. If you really love someone, learn to let go of it. If it comes back to you, you know it is truly yours and faith it is that'll bring you back together."

There is Never a Right Time to Say Goodbye

I am half way towards the end of spm. Just a liwwle bittle bit more and I can say,
Hello Holidays!

Sweet la yes?
HEE :D

Finally a pretty decent picture of The Berries.
Where did we get that name again ?

Anyway.


I don't have papers today which means I'm quite free and I don't have a bludeh car as well because for some shewpid reason, the bludeh tyre punctured and we have limited cars at home because my mother is already using one for work and my father uses another and my sister is heading to MV to meet up with Sherene and I can drive as well but we only have three cars at home which means we have to do the sharing and it is quite frustrating but that's what family's do, to share :)

I've been talking to him these days.
I like. I like... uhh. yeah I really like it.

My aunt called last night and we talked for abit about spm and my condition. Hopefully my cousin is doing well for exams too but let's not talk about that, shall we? We shall wait for the results and we'll see. hehe.

Besides, I can't wait for Christmas. It's in more or less 30 days and I haven't even started shopping.

Dammit.

Howw ??

I love Christmaasss and we shall have turkey again and drink drink drink till we fall off. Come celebrate Christmaass with me and remember to make a list for Santa! remembeerr dears.

gosh, I reaallly really can't wait for christmas.
really one.

Dissatisfied

After hours of brain cracking, you definetly woudn't want to come home, having to find that food wasn't prepared when your lil' tummy is making extremly giler noisy loud angry sounds.

Damn potong right?


Some more I argued with my mom because of this.
Today really isn't my day.
Really one :(

Dammit.

So I had to find my own food. Went to Wong Kok @ SS2. I hate to say this butbutbuttt.. their food tasted like shit.
Andd and andd, they give silly words to describe their drinks like Harry Potter and Dragon something something. Soon, you'll probably see Sponge Bob's name there as their speciality.

I can picture myself laughing, if that really happens.
Later, I drove myself home. yes, I love driving alone by myself, in peace. I dislike talking when I drive. Later then, there was this stupid jam.
"haiyohh. shit you la, jam at this time of the hour when I want to go home and just collapsed on my comfy bed."
Good thing, I wasn't in manual otherwise mati cow cow.

On a completely happier note, He talked to me today. It has been months since we last saw each other and caught up or talked or laughed or whatever.It feels so good when he actually asked me about my condition.
God, I miss that boy. I can't wait to see him again : /


Please please please do NOT be jealous okay.
I must say this la.
Cannot tahan yo.
SPM is ending soon.
Only three subjects left for me.

Should I burn or sell my books?
Should I? Should I not?
Ohh I can't make up my mind.

Ohh I can't bluudy believe that I've finally sat for my SPM. Ohh I can't bluudy believe that I've waited five years for this.
Ohh I can't bluudy believe that I'm actually starting to love SPM more and more each day. I LOVE SPM!
Ohh I can't bluudy believe that I'm already seventeen and I'll be eighteen in two months time. heeeh :D

But I can believe that I'm really really REALLY missing Smdu now, like ALOT ALOT ALOT. That much you know :)


.. you don't mean nothing at all to me ..

Because Its Already Down to Seven

Exactly seven subjects more to go for me.
I am officially, yes I can confidently and proudly say that I am officially done with accounts and commerce :D


Because I strongly hate accounts since the day I was ever taught.
( since when do I actually properly sit down and do accounts. )


Three words.
OMG with CAPITAL O.M.G.
Accounts paper down. It's over, dooode. After five years of waiting and studying and learning new topics and applying formula's into sums and learning to draw graf's and the importance of every single par of the human body.
You know, stuff that you learn.

It's frustrating and disturbing to think that I haven't studied enough or on the day of the paper itself, when I panicked and nothing comes across my mind and I just stare stonely at the piece of white exam sheet thinking of what to write and possibly crap something on it eventually just to try my luck and hoping with all my heart to get credits from there.

Can cry :(

The minute I settle myself in front of my study table, I make sure that I get a few things done so that the feeling of being guilty for not revising won't effect me but then again, this is gonna be for a few more days, more or less and then it's gonna be over.
This is not too bad after all, yeah?


but the feeling of leaving high school is bad, trust me on that!


Bee M used to be one of my favourite subject and it's tomorrow.
Accounts and Commerce is over.

Whaaat else?


Hmm.. I just got back from Petaling Street.
My mother and sister wanted to buy some stuff so we had lunch around KL and headed over to Petaling Street.

Now, now, now.
The point is NOT about the stuff that my mother and sister got, its just ....

OMG. Petaling Street is such a fake place. Everything is fake. The bags, the clothes, watches, shoes, hmmm everything actually is fake.

And what I wanted to comment about is the people is fake as well.

Hahahahaha :D

If you really know me, I'm actually quite observant especially looking at people especially dude's, yes? :P

There was these bunch of malay rempit's hanging around at some alcohol shop, drinking , smoking and doing their thang and I tell youuuu.. they were all in tight and i mean uber TIGHTTT jeans and shirt.

I'm disguisted.
eewwwwww.

Also, there was this indian couple and the guy was in super whoopper TIGHT pants and shirt and and and... his hair was long till his ass like some crazy drug addict mofo.

I'm disguisted.
eewwwwww.

Petaling Street is like the LAST place for boy-scouting but the BEST place to go if you don't mind fake and cheap stuff.

Novembeeer

Just a quicccck and short post. I promise, this is gonna be reaaaal short :D
Did anyone of you flip through The Star newspaper yesterday?

Everyone did, I'm sure.

* points above *

Aaaaaaawwwww ...

Sweet stuff ait? ;)

Michael Wong a.k.a Guang Liang ( the guy on the right ) was the BIG winner at the 2006 PWH Awards. Believe it or not, he swept half the awards away.

Actually, that's not the point. To those who knows me well enough, you guys should know why I post this ait?

The point is,


i love gary cao ge.


okay.
Christmas is next month.
Prom is next month.
Hard core shopping spree's/parties is next month.
BRIT'S birthday is next month.

SPM is this month, today to be exact.

This Year

My lips are uber dry.


Interesting.


Tell you what's more interesting.


SPM is ONE DAY away.
NO, I don't count Wednesday because Wednesday is my FIRST paper.


HOLY SHIATTT.
Then again, I can't wait for everything to end because when SPM starts, time will fly even faster. It's already flying, yes?

I hate flies.
uh?

1st Group Picture!
Wai Yan: "Ehhhh, Wai Se's dreaming again laaa!"
Wai Se: " Uh? "
Siew: " * squints* "
Pei Shan: " I graduated! *beams* "
Su Mei: " * pouts* "

This year, Wai Yan sat beside me in class.

This year, Wai Yan drove me home with her super sexy white car.

This year, I drove Wai Yan around with my super sexy silver car :)

This year, Wai Yan gave me shit loads of advices.

This year, I didn't quarrel with Wai Yan.

This year, I thaught Wai Yan to sneakily sneak food and eat in class.

This year, I was extra extra close to Wai Yan.

This year, Wai Yan and I will be sitting for our SPM papers.

This year, Wai Yan and I won't be sitting in the SAME class during SPM :(

This year, I love Wai Yan more ; )

Our favourite Lepak Spot in SMDU.
Fiona, Gary and I.

We have been close friends since primary and our secrets shall not be revealed. *smirks*

And, I always keep the BEST for the LAST.

XOXO

Five Penaga 2006.

I love each and every single one of them so much more than I love eating secret recipe's sweet cakes and this will never change.

Cheers

I graduated.

If I get the chance, I would definetly loved to post each and every one of my beloved classmates graduated picture here and I'll post more pictures soon.

I have my class picture, after we graduated! :D

There you have it, my graduated picture. Horible, i must say. My robe is huge and it keeps falling apart. But look, just look at that picture above. That's my class teacher, pn shaja. Say hello, probably you'll get her as your english teacher. You woudn't know ;) cough cough

For now, I am done with smkdu. It's already the last day of school for us, till spm but spm is a different story. Different people, different papers. sigh.

To those who're still continue-ing their journey in secondary high school, some may even have a long way more to go but trust me, just enjoy it while it last. Appreciate every single moment while you can.

...even the best fall down sometimes....

Graduation.

I can still clearly remember my very first day in SMK Damansara Utama.

and now, it's already coming to an end.

Altogether five years in SMK Damansara Utama.
All the memories were there.
All the happy and sad times.

We had some sorta Graduation Day today.
There were speeches.
There were laughters.
There were tears.

There were many harry potter's and hermoine granger's for the last time in SMKDU.

Look through my eyes and uh, you'll see the future of myself? O.o
Alicia can drive and I.
Although we are far apart yet we are always close friends and we are almost like sisters, just that I'm still older than her by one day laa so what's the difference?

I love you Alicia Tan! *hugs*

The few hermoine granger's and their not so pointy hats.

I graduated.
Joy.

I'll post my aweful yet funny graduated picture, later.

Later, we all went over to Ou. Had waffles for lunch at obviously, Waffle World. they have the best waffles in town.

twenty one.
I think this dress looks cool on me so, I gave it a try.

I love red dresses.

Pretty isn't it?

haha :D

We went for a movie then. It was Operation Undercover. The ONLY reason why I wanted to watch that was because all the good actors were staring in it. It was pretty damn good, I mean the actors.

I love Cheung Chilam, Julian.

One thing is, nothing can ever beat international english flicks ;)

Heck, Im just watching that movie for the sake of those good actors la okay. They are good. That, we cannot deny :D

Say hello to the Du-rian's!

The one thing that I'll definetly miss so badly is my class.

There will be no more screaming in class.

There will be no more " curi makan-ing" in class.

There will be no more LIVE boxing matches in class (haha!)

There will be no more trishil and waiyan's singing in class.

There will be no more fooling around in the science lab and daring each other to drink those experimence that we did and playing with the lab's tap water.

There will be no more panjoanne aka pan-ge's urm okay okay la drawing's in class.

There will be no more calling nazreena; oompaa loompa's.

There will be no more seha's nasi lemak's gathering during recess in class.

There will be no more calling " loon che" in class.

There will be no more deric's " I want to sell burger at SS2 "

There will be no more mei ling's " PERGI BILIK SENI! "

There will be no more shafiq and the whole class bullying mei ling in class. (haha!)

There will be no more robin's late arrival in class and giving silly excuses and " I want to be a VCD seller."

NO MORE.NO MORE.NO MORE.NO MORE.

i swear i can just break myself down so badly now.

Addiction

Great achievement, I have.
Great achievement. *nods head*

Usually, I, ME, yes ME coudn't walk much due to the swelling of both legs.
It's horrible.
So, whenever I tend to walk alot alot alot, I'll come home, drop on my comfy comfy bed with skinny boney hot looking legs. I have pretty legs. *nods head*

Hey, it's not funny eih.
because it hurts at the same time.
Basically, when my legs are swollen, I'm sorta like paralyzed? yeap.

But. There's always a but, yes?

As I was saying,
Great achievement.

Yesterday, trish, sumei, nicole and i walked all the way to uptown to catch the bus. For me, It's quite a long distance walk but surprisingly both my legs didn't really swell like shit yesterday.

Thank God.

Took my blood results today. Just ask me if you're interested and just check out the amount of medicine I have to take, everyday.

Frankly, I'm a sucker when taking medicines because hell, I can't swollen tablets. Yeah, laugh all you want. I just can't. I can't.


Hi Wai Se. I'm here for you, forever and always.

Oh, the horror O.o

And soon, Wai Se will be turned out ...... like this :P

Tears and Laughter

Retirement day was okay. Half of the teachers broke down and you woudn't like looking at them, I swear. One of them was even hilarious. She was on stage, singing some melayu song and she suddenly broke down and she apologized and went off stage. Oh I said h a l f of the teachers broke down right? H a l f excluding the headmistress. I quickly turned to nicole and said,

" eh eh look. pengetua isn't crying. wow. big news, big news "

" aiyo, she's the pengetua what. if she cry then it will menjejaskan her maruah "

" har har.. nicole har har.. oh i know! i know! she still got long way more before she retires. hahahahaha "

The purpose of actually attending school today was to celebrate trishil's belated birthday. We planned to have lunch and a movie at Ou. So all the timing was wrong and the only flick we were dying to watch was John Tucker Must Die. Some of them suggested;

. Nothing Is Impossible
( some chinese lovey dovey show if im not mistaken. Good choice, Nicole, Good Choice! haha. Trishil doesn't wana watch chinese )

. Flushed Away
( some cartoon flick which Su Mei suggested)

. Operation Undercover
( some cantonese flick as well which I wanted to watch. I heard it's boring though but hey! Watching good and handsome looking guys, isn't that bad right ;) )


bummer :(

Eventually we randomly picked a good timing flick which was not a cartoon show nor chinese show but The Covenant.

I WATCHED THE COVENANT.

woohooo :D
One word, Awesome. This movie is awesome. Do I need to repeat myself? heh. Don't need la hor? It's a MUST to watch, really. ALL the songs in that show was good. Kinda remind me of Marilyn Manson's. Friggin' good.

C'mon la. Hot la I tell you.

HOT.
especially when all of them are in their swimming attire. my goodness. stinking hawt, comfirm can faint.

Steven Strait is stinking Hot Hot Hot. Don't believe me? Go ask Trishil. Go ask Su Mei. Go ask Nicole. And he looks hotter in tux. Well, in this picture la. Now, take a look.

Oh. Did I tell you?

Kevin Federline's album is DA BOMB! Whaddaya expect? Brit's husband la o.k.a.y? Not like I've listened to every single track of it but I've already listened to a few which is ;

. Lose Control

. Crazy (feat Britney!)

. America's Most Hated

Go download otherwise go grab a copy of it at your nearest tower records, SOON!

Sigh Of Relief

My attention is fully into school books, revision books and short notes and all these revision is the killer.

It's all for the upcoming november the 15th, and I can assure you that these shits are all gonna be over in * snap * just a minute.


Anyway, this is a better way to make me feel a little happy or un-stress.

fyi, i don't stress myself because i don't want pimples growing all over me.

My sister brought this home.
.
.
.
Baskin Robbins!
er.. freshly handpacked?
haha.

There's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough, Rum Raisin and another flavor.

Ice cream makes the world happy and uh, I am well fed :)

I just received a letter. At first I thought it was another shitty letter with a gabazillion words in it.

Letters are boring,yes?

No laaa. I'm wrong to think of it that way. Just when I was about to flip the letter, it says,

" STRESS ALERT "

(which reminds me of "leng zai" alert.in school,whenever my friends and i passed any leng zai's, we'll go "leng zai" alert instead of saying their names and etc but there's no leng zai in school la so sue me)

It's also clearly written on the letter.

"STUDY HARD,STUDY SMART. BEST WISHES FOR YOUR COMING EXAMS"

Also, my name was printed in bold at the end of it.

How sweet.